Joseph’s Surprise

It isn’t so much that Joseph surprised his brothers with the revelation of his identity. Rather it is Joseph’s surprise at who Judah has turned out to be.

Joseph showed no signs that he intended to reveal himself. Yet because of Judah’s persistent unwillingness to leave Benjamin alone as a slave in Egypt, Joseph couldn’t control himself.  His plan, which never involved revealing himself, was foiled by Judah.  Despite his own intentions, Judah’s solidarity and faithfulness caused Joseph to change his plan.  Joseph revealed himself despite himself.  Overcome with affection, Joseph could not help himself.

It’s a strange and scary thought. What if Jesus, like Joseph, does not intend to reveal himself to the self-righteous defenders of their own self-interest.  He lets us live this life.  He causes his rain to fall on both the righteous and the unrighteous.  But what if He doesn’t necessarily intend to reveal himself to every one of us.

Could I “surprise” Jesus with my solidarity and faithfulness to my brothers?  If I did, would He reveal himself to me?